What the world needs now...

"i want to have that one person i can turn to at all times. i want to have that type relationship that is solid and you never have to worry or wonder what the other is thinking, because you know they only think the best of you."

Sounds familiar hey. The above quote was taken from a girls blog. I find it kinda sad and interesting to see that what the bible has always taught about what people need is illustrated again and again by honest comments like that. People want and need something that only God can provide, but they keep looking for it in any place, activity or person other than God.

Most of the time they go along happily, self-sufficient with no real need - but every now and then, something happens that makes them realise they have this emptiness inside them.. "i feel lonely. as if a hole is in my soul".. and they spend their whole lives searching for something to fill that void. Be it relationships, career, success, or even devoting your life to helping others... in the end, nothing can ever fully fill the void in their life. That void is part of us as humans, because we were created to be in a relationship with God. And only God can fill that void in us.

I guess I fall into that trap as well. The mistaken belief that I can fulfill my greatest needs with all these worldly things around me. I constantly find myself looking to things like relationships or self-satisfying activities to fill that void and give me happiness. But the person I should be looking to, and finding my soul's satisfaction in, is Jesus - who loves me so much he gave his life for me, who knows me better than any partner will ever know me, or even better than I know myself.

Kitty kitty kitty!


Take the Purrsonality Quiz!

The adventures of Kazzart and the elusive vacuum cleaner ;)

I woke up this morning feeling rather yuck and more than a bit tired, so I decided to call in sick and stay home. What a good decision that was. Sleeping in till midday.. relaxing in a warm, cozy, nice-smelling room (I brought in my essential oils burner), listening to music, on the net (as always hehe).. I'm feeling much better now! I even managed to vacuum the place.. finally! It was lucky that I was able to, coz my friend doesn't have a vacuum here, and I didn't wanna bring one from home - so I'd been wondering how on earth I was gonna be able to accomplish this.

Now, over the past week I've noticed this vacuum cleaner sitting in the hallways every so often. But I'd always be in a rush on the way out, and after a moments indecision, I'd decide that I couldn't afford the time to nick it temporarily and use it. I figured it was the hotels' vacuum that the cleaner's use when they go "housekeeping". Then lo and behold, I heard some vacuuming outside my door today, and I opened the door to find the maid cleaning the room opposite mine. I asked her if I could borrow the vacuum, and she agreed. So yay... I have clean carpet now! :)

Hmm.. I think I'll go and try the hotels spa and sauna now. :)

Current listening :: "Rockin The Suburbs" - Ben Folds

<stress>Please snow!!</stress>

Eeek.... its been warm. Too warm. Waaay too warm for winter. *stress stress* Sorry, I'm just having a stress attack about the snow conditions at the moment. Apparently its RAINING at the snowy's now. And the forecast for the next week isn't very optimistic. I really really hope conditions improve in August and that the temp drops again with lots and lots of snowfalls. *please please please* I've heard rumours of possible dumps in mid-August. I hope this is true... :\ *gnaws on fingernails*

SnoWatch seems to be a good site for snow forecasts.

"Good morning son..."

Monday morning, back at work, and I'm sick. :( Ugh.. so annoying. I've been in various stages of sickness for the last few weeks. First I had a bit of a phlegmy cough and runny nose, then just an itchy dry cough, now I got a cold (with the blocked nose, stuffy head and ears.. but no cough thankfully, though this morning I woke up with an additional slightly sore throat... nooooooooo!!). Guess I should be taking better care of myself. Anyway, I've stocked up on the medicine.. bought myself some Day/Night cold & flu tablets, got the Vicks VapoDrops, and some Kleenex Eucalyptus tissues.

Its kinda funny, Vron, my on-and-off flatmate while I'm staying at this unit, is sick too. So last night at the unit we were both sniffling and blowing our noses using tissues from our respective tissue boxes every few minutes, taking our cold/flu tablets. I found it hard to get to sleep last night coz she was snoring (due to her sickness).. :P (hehe its ok Vron, I don't mind! I just wish you didn't fall asleep quite so quickly! :P)


More search engine hits

I was looking through my counter stats, and I'm amazed at how often this site comes up, and with the most irrelevant searches too! I always get the same ones.

The funniest one of late is: abercrombie & fitch penis pics. My site is number 4! Hahahahahah....

Current listening :: "Hot In Here" - Nelly

Friday Five - Weblog edition

1. How long have you had a weblog?
Since April 2002. I found out about it through my bf, and thought "How cool.. its just like a diary, except online." And then I saw the way posts were published etc and the geek in me thought "Thats so cool! Its more than just a diary, its a website too, with some pretty funky features!".

2. What was your first post about?
My first post actually was "Testing my first entry to this blogger thing." Hehe.. pretty lame I know. I started off just writing about either: a) What I was doing/going to do at the time, or b) Geeky posts about how I was improving/fixing the technical aspects of the website.

3. How many changes (name, location, etc.) of your weblog have there been, if more than one?
None so far. Oh, I did change the name a few times when I was trying to decide what to call it.

4. What CMS (content management system) do you use? Do you like it or do you want to try something else?
I'm using Blogger, mainly coz thats what I was introduced to first. Also, I like the fact its free, I get a url, and I don't need my own server. I would like to try Movable Type, but I don't have my own server.. hence.. you get the point..

5. Do you read people who have both a journal and a weblog? I thought they were just different words for the same thing? Anyway, err.. I guess so? I'm not sure, coz I really don't know what the difference is. I guess I read both journals and weblogs.

**1000 hitz!**

Yay! I've hit the 1000 mark!


Groan

I am sooo tired. Me, Sandy and Alicia went to the Mahjong II danceparty last night. I danced for almost 4 hours and got about the same amount of sleep!! It was alright, I mean the music wasn't spectacular, but it was danceable stuff. I had fun and finally got my clubbing fix!! :) Then afterwards we went back and crashed at my apartment.. and even managed to make it to work today. All three of us!

I know I am going to be so sore today.. esp after a double whammy of dance class and clubbing... 2 nights consecutively. I definitely need to go to the sauna today.

Current listening :: Various R&B mp3's (Still got the clubbing fever! "Kazzart's got the fever!" Heheh :P)

Home time!

Alright.. its home time! I'm going to the Mahjong II dance party tonight.. its gonna be awesome! :)

Dancing... yeh!

Dance class tonight was great! The routine we did was to a Toya Jackson song.. something like "Truth" or something... Anyway, the routine was sooo cool. Very difficult and fast and had floorwork in it, but I really loved it!

Tomorrow night I'm going to the Mahjong II dance party! Yay I get my clubbing fix finally! Last Friday I didn't end up going to City Live.. :( But Mahjong tommorrow night should make up for it.. I'm going with 2 girlfriends and they're coming back to my apartment to sleep over afterwards. It'll be fun! Yay!

Oh, and the Doves last night were absolutely awesome! They rocked!!! :)

Anyway, like my cam pic? Hehe, as I said, I took a piccy of my fingernail.. see how a bit of it is missing. Oh, and its purple coz I put some protective stuff on it called Gentian Violet. Anyway, its not hurting as much anymore which is good. I can at least type with it now.

I took some other pics with the webcam, that I'll put up on a new webpage. I can't do a live webcam thing though coz my friend's computer doesn't have the software for it, and the internet connection there really sucks.. I can't even connect half the time and when I do, its only at about 24k/sec... and I always get disconnected after about 15 mins! :(

Miscellaneous blather

I'm seeing the Doves tonight! Yay yay yay! :) This should rawk! :)

I'm also gonna set up a webcam for these weeks I'm living in the city. I've just finished the html for it, but have no image yet.. I'll try it out tonight after I get back from the Doves and see if it works.

You know, fingernails are such important things. My fingernail got caught on something when I was making the bed a few days ago, and part of it ripped off, only a small bit, but it really hurt and bled slightly. It still hurts quite a bit... esp when it gets wet, or touches anything. Maybe I'll take a pic of it with the cam tonight. :)

Anyway, I'm feeling much better today (ie not depressed), just rather tired. Guess I shouldn't have started watching Coyote Ugly on dvd at midnight last night... :P And my damn cough still isn't going away. :(

Oh, and I bought a DVD today! Britney Spears - Live In Las Vegas!! Heheheheh. I saw a bit of it at Vron's place on Saturday and it was awesome.. its a recording of her whole concert, and the dancing in it is really really good. Its a pretty spectacular show, reminding me somewhat of Madonna.


Friday Five - World Edition

1. Where were you born?
The QE2 (not the ship) Hospital which no longer exists, in London, UK.

2. If you still live there, where would you rather move to? If you don't live there, do you want to move back? Why or why not?
Nah, I wouldn't wanna move back. I actually really love Sydney. Its quite beautiful here. Also, the climate is much better.. its so cold and drizzly in London. And all my friends are here.

3. Where in the world do you feel the safest?
At home, with family. Or with Andrew.

4. Do you feel you are well-traveled?
Sorta. I've been to quite a few places overseas.. England, Scotland, France, America, Thailand, HK, China, Hawaii, New Zealand.. but I don't really have much desire to "see the world".. sightseeing can get kinda boring. I like being in Sydney with the people I know. But still, I'd like to visit Japan, and America again (esp to New Orleans.. the home of jazz!), go skiing in NZ, and tour round Europe (I only went to Paris that time), or go relax at some beautiful tropical Island like New Caledonia.. but if I ever have enough money, then my dream tropical island holiday would be Fregate Island in the Seychelles.. *sigh*

5. Where is the most interesting place you've been?
Hmm... Paris was nice, but very expensive.. America was quite interesting (places like Disney Land, Universal Studio, Las Vegas etc), as was Thailand (riding an elephant was cool!), the most beautiful would have to be New Zealand.

Current listening :: "Hey, Mr Producer! The Musical World Of Cameron Mackintosh"

Sigh

Damn.. I feel depressed.. :(

*sigh*

My new (temporary) pad

Well.. over the weekend I moved into my friend's studio apartment in the city, and slept there Sat and Sun nights. Its pretty cool! I've never moved out before, so this is quite an experience for me, though its only for 4 weeks. It actually doesn't really feel like I've moved out.. it feels more like I'm on holiday, staying in a hotel.. as the place actually is a hotel, but some rooms (like this one) have been rented out for permanent residency. And I'm always surrounded by tourists at this place!

So how has it been to move out so far? I like it! Compared to home, I have much more privacy, freedom, and independance. Its exciting and fun, but of course it also requires more responsibility. The downsides are that, if I'm by myself, it can be quite lonely at times. Perhaps I just need adjusting, but I do feel kinda alone when I'm there by myself. I don't think I could live by myself permanently. I guess I'm just not the type to be able to handle it.. I'd feel too lonely.. I think I need to be with people. But its not all bad at the moment. I like the peace and quiet of being able to just relax, read my book, use the computer, listen to my CD's etc. Oh, and the computer has a webcam.. so I might try using it and creating myself a live webcam. Hehe. Nothing "questionable" of course! :P Just boring stuff like me checking my email or cleaning the unit.

Anyway, I won't be that alone this week, as I've invited friends to sleep over and keep me company.. hehe. :) Its interesting that upon moving out, I've developed this thing of constantly wanting to tidy and clean the place! I guess its a good habit to develop, as I'm quite lazy in this area at home. Tonight my friend Sandy is coming over, and we'll cook ourselves dinner, watch DVD's and just chat and catch-up. Should be fun!


Blade II

Other than moving stuff and cleaning the unit over the weekend, I watched Blade II yesterday. It was alright... the fighting and all was really cool.. as was the destroying the bad vampires. But I found the movie to be just a bit too gory and gross. I mean really.. does it need to be so graphic with the blood and guts? The whole mouth thing to suck blood was pretty disgusting.. yewch! I also found it a tad scary (the bits in the tunnels).. it made me not wanna stay in my unit by myself that night.. but I ended up being ok, as we watched it in the afternoon, so there was enough time to get over it.

I watched it with my bf and a friend, Aaron. They both quite enjoyed it.. said it was fun. *rolls eyes* BOYS! How typical that they enjoyed the gory graphic violence and fighting. I sometimes really don't understand why guys think that sorta thing is fun and get a rush from watching it. There are so many more pleasant things to watch. I mean, I don't mind a certain amount of violence.. and I love action movies and watching cool fighting, but there are just certain gory things I don't wanna see! It doesn't enhance my living experience and I really can do without seeing it. I don't mind reading gory fighting scenes in my fantasy books, but seeing it is different.. especially after lunch!

Current listening :: "Britney" - Britney Spears

Omg Omg!

I'm moving into a studio apartment in the city for the next 4 weeks!! How cool is that? :) My friend is going away so I'm gonna be house-sitting/renting the place from him for the next 4 weeks (for a very low cost). And its in the city.. which means I can get up for work at like 9am! Yay!

And I might have gotten another (2nd) job too.. in replacement of that job I'd lost. But I have to research into Flash first to see if I can do it... but having read through some tutorials.. it really is starting to look easier than I first expected. Looks fun too! (I'm such a geek!) :P

Current listening :: "Five Star Laundry" - Motor Ace

*sob*

This is so cruel.. and horrible.. and.. and... :~(

Current listening :: "The Last Broadcast" - Doves

The good ol' alternative world



Click on the comic to see the full size version.

Note: This comic was taken from Nothing Nice To Say. I thought it was quite funny and strangely applicable considering recent conversations with friends.

Gig time

Its that time of the year again. Gigs galore are coming up. To name a few:

• "Doves" @ Metro, Tues 23 July
• "Jebediah (& Bluebottle Kiss)" @ Manning Bar, Fri 26 July
• "Motor Ace" @ Metro and @ Manly Fisho's, Sat 31 Aug and Sun 1 Sept

I'm definitely going to the first 2 listed there and am especially looking forward to seeing the Doves.. should be awesome!! Jebediah and Bluebottle Kiss gig should rawk heaps too.. methinks it'll be a great gig for moshing! :) I'm not sure if I'll be going to see Motor Ace - depends if their new album is any good, which is coming out Aug 12.

Now to the other side of the alternative vs popular culture scale, I'm going clubbing this Fri night at City Live, Fox Studios. Yay! I'm FINALLY going back to City Live, after 6 months of waiting! Should be fun!

Current listening :: A Walk To Remember soundtrack

Sigh

Work is so very boring at the moment.. being this bored all day makes my whole life feel very blah. Also, I just lost a (2nd) job that I thought I had. I don't really mind that much, coz he gave the job to an unemployed person who probably needs it alot more than me, but still, I was excited by the opportunity.. so now I'm a little bummed. Guess it means I'll have more free time on my hands (but no extra $$$ :( ).

I'm feeling rather melancholy for some reason. I'm listening to "Eyes On Me" the Final Fantasy Piano Collections version.. FF Piano Collections is such beautiful music... and most fitting to my current mood. *sigh* There's just something about piano music that just soothes the soul. Its so peaceful.

Current listening :: Various Final Fantasy Piano Collections mp3's

Day Off Tomorrow!!

Yippee... I have a day off tomorrow... *sigh* I sooo need a holiday. Things have been rather tiring lately, partially due to my own lack of sleep and going out too much.. also, I've been a bit sick. Anyway, tomorrow should be a nice relaxing day. Me and my bf are going to swim at Willoughby Leisure Centre and then relax at my house watching DVD's (on my new DVD player... yay!) and have a nice home-cooked meal (much cheaper than eating out!)

Anyway... I'm buggered. Had a pretty exhausting weekend. I had early starts on both Saturday and Sunday would you believe it! Had to get up at 8am on Sat and at 7:30am on Sun. Argh... never again if I can help it!! I need those weekends to catch up on sleep! Speaking of which... good night!

(Ugh... just read that post.. my sentance structure and stuff is shocking. I blame it all on tiredness. ZzzzZzzzZZzzzzzz....)

Top Five's

I'm so bored at the moment. So, in conjunction with a friend, I think I'll post a whole bunch of top 5's. I'll start with chick flicks. I absolutely LOOOVE girly romantic movies. *sigh* I've been watching heaps of these wonderful movies of late.. can you tell? :)

Top 5 Romantic Comedies

1. Bridget Jones Diary
2. Clueless
3. Never Been Kissed
4. The Wedding Singer
5. Bring It On


Top 5 Soppy Romances (criteria is the amount of *ahhhhh* feeling I get after watching the movie)

1. Ever After
2. Bridget Jones Diary
3. Emma
4. Notting Hill
5. A Walk To Remember


Top 5 Beverages

1. Water (must be home filtered boiled cooled.. or Mt Franklin if bottled)
2. Hot chocolate (from the Illy Cafe in the MLC Centre or Starbucks with the cream & choc syrup on top *drool*)
3. Juice (orange - preferably freshly squeezed, apple - of the Fruitopia variety, apple & blackcurrent)
4. Real iced lemon tea from Tingha BBQ Chinese Resturant in Parramatta (made with real tea, lemons and sugar syrup)
5. Japanese Green Tea


Top 5 Fantasy Books Series

1. The Riftwar Saga by Raymond E Feist
2. The Dark Elf Trilogy by R.A Salvatore
3. The Dragonlance Trilogy by Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
4. The Belgariad by David Eddings
5. The Twins Trilogy by M Weis and T Hickman OR The Elenium by David Eddings


Top 5 Pop Princesses

1. Mandy Moore
2. Britney Spears
3. Utada Hikaru
4. Jessica Simpson
5. Christina Aguilera


Top 5 Songs that make me wanna "shake that booty" :P

1. Only You - 112 Ft Notorious BIG (Remix)
2. Time To Party - Craig David
3. Back and Forth - Aaliyah
4. I'm Real - J Lo Ft Ja Rule (Murder Remix)
5. Rumpshaker - Wrecks'n'Effect (hehe just had to put that one in)


Current listening :: Various R&B mp3's

Bleugh

Blogger servers were down this morning... so I couldn't post anything. But thanfully, they're back up.. yay for Blogger! :)

I'm feeling a bit rundown at the moment.. I think I'm starting to get sick. Woke up this morning with a slightly stuffy head... nothing too serious yet.. but if I don't get enough rest and take care of myself.. I WILL get sick. Feeling a little woozy at the moment though. So tired... ugh... :( I spent the last 1/2 hr dozing at my desk... hehehe..


I might be on TV!

Dance class last night was fun. We did a chair dance... hehe.. to Britney's new single "I Love Rock N Roll". Chair dances are fun.. at least we didn't have to lift the chair up this time, people woulda gotten knocked out coz the class was sooo crowded.

Apparently next week Channel 7 tv crew are gonna be at my Wed night intermediate jazz class with Ramon. Supposedly something for the TV show "Who Dares Wins".. 2 footy stars are gonna join our class as part of the competition. Hehe should be amusing. And channel 7 will be around to film stuff I guess!

Current listening :: I'm Real (remix) - J Lo Ft Ja Rule

Much joy!!

Finally.. my machine's memory has been upgraded to 128mb ram. YAYYY!!! Now my programs load much faster... like I can probably run Microsoft Outlook 2000, a couple of IE windows, icq, winamp and, say, excel without getting a low virtual memory warning! YAYYY!!! And they fixed my soundcard too! I can listen to my mp3's again... YAYYY!!

In other news, my parents bought a DVD player on the weekend. How cool is that... I can start buying/borrowing/hiring DVD's now!!! :)

Current listening :: Miss California - Dante (mp3)

Friday Five

Yes I know its a Tuesday. But because silly American's are a day behind us in time, we don't get Friday Five on a Friday. And because I don't blog on the weekend (I have too much of a life.. :P), I end up doing Friday Five on a Monday. :\ I normally post my Friday Five on High8us (which is where I found out about it), but then decided, why not post it on my own blog too! :)

1. Where are you right now?
At my desk in front of my computer at work.. waiting for 5pm to come around..

2. What have you lost recently?
A bit of my health.. think I'm starting to get sick.. probably due to a loss of sleep.. so that too! :(

3. What was the first CD you ever purchased? Does that embarrass you now?
Gee.. the first cd I got, bought by my parents was I think Mariah Carey "Emotions". Am I embarrassed.. well maybe just a little. I think the first CD I bought with my own money was some christian worship cd.. not embarrassed at all with that one! :)

4. What is your favorite kind of writing pen?
I loooove any metallicy coloured or pastel coloured pens.. like those cool hybrid ones or stuff you buy from those korean or honky stores. But for standard writing, I prefer pencil. Or fine tip pen.

5. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
CHOCOLATE!!! Any rich creamy chocolate icecream with rich chocolate sauce swirled through and dark chocolate chunks or flakes. More specifically, Sara Lee's "Chocalate Feast".. also New Zealand Icecream's "Chocolate Ecstasy" and Copenhagen's "Dutch Chocolate Chip".... and Cookies and Cream.

Current listening :: "Rockin' The Suburbs" - Ben Folds

Dearie me..

Yahoo google search: "pics of young girls in  t h o n g s". My site is number 2. *sigh*


My weekend was..

I had a pretty busy but enjoyable weekend. On Saturday our youth group had our annual indoor picnic (unfortunately the day turned out a beautiful sunny day.. ah well) . Then in the evening me, Andrew and some friends went to the EMU live CD recording, which was absolutely awesome! :) A night of singing some great songs with great biblical words, awesome singers and a fantastic band... what more could one want?! I wish I could do that more often! *sigh* It was inspiring, and reminded me of how passionate I used to be about worship in song (ie. singing christian songs in church).. I think my enthusiasm has kinda waned over time.

I also saw my old jazz piano teacher, Chris West, there.. as I should have expected! Ah, the good ol band that was from Kyckstart, Cooma, Godspell and other miscellaneous events that I've been to.. it was good to catch up with Chris and those guys again. :)

Current listening :: "Sing Out" - Ron Kenoly

Engaged??

I just found out that two of my close uni friend's got engaged last Saturday! Like WOAH.... she and him are both my age (23) and I was pretty close to them in uni.. they were a part of a group we called "The Crew" (but is now fondly labeled "The Group Formerly Known As". :D)


"Dream... Dream... The dream I long to find..."

I had an interesting dream last night (though not interesting in the same way as my previously posted dream). I dreamt about uni.. and the people I knew there. I woke up missing that life I once knew. Maybe I was happier then... certainly I was more innocent and carefree. Hm. Anyway, I just remembered, featured somewhere in that dream was this huge spider.. about as big as a car.. and my friend and I had to kill it by spearing it through with these spears. Scary stuff. :)

Current listening :: "Echolalia" - Something For Kate

"So I keep watch
and you keep breaking
breaking formation to become
someone else
and your eyes become corridors
where I wander with a candle
calling out to you
and you only hide
because you know I'll find you."

"Tighter than a ducks butt you are.."

Ok this is just getting ridiculous... our development webserver machine just died (I think the power supply burnt out or something). So we used to call engineering to come and fix it, but now we have to call "Helpdesk". So my work mate does, and typically gets put on hold (putting it on speaker phone so we can all listen to the dulcet sounds of the hold music and that cheesy voice telling us about AAP's services).. when he finally gets through the person just fills out a form and puts it in. Who knows when we'll get this fixed.

And on top of that, I found out just how bad a computer the person next to me has... its not even a pentium!!!!! What a shocker!! And I was complaining about my Pentium 200MMX... she has something like a 75MHz processor. I cannot believe how tight-arse this company is about our desktops! Gee I wonder if this is a good enough reason to leave a company.... (only half kidding there... but if the opportunity arises......).

Current listening :: A Walk To Remember Soundtrack

Dot Net

Hey, Visual Studio .NET has just arrived here at work.. I guess my boss was able to get it into this years budget afterall. But the stupid thing is, probably only 1 or 2 of us have computers that can actually handle it at this stage (eg enough HD space, processor greater than 200 - 300MHz)... gee, what a joke! I don't think my computer can even handle it and its better than 2 others in my cubicle. Maybe this will get us all an upgrade (and pigs might fly too). I guess this is the downside of having such a cruisey job... not much money floating around in the company. *sigh* :\

Current listening :: "Foolish" - Ashanti

An interesting exercise

I did this on high8us, a blog set up by some uni friends that I occasionally post on. One of them found this on some other blog, and I thought it was pretty interesting. What you do is pick a band (your favourite or whatever), and answer all the questions using only the lyrics of songs by that band. I chose one of my favourite bands Something For Kate. I found it quite hard actually, to find lyrics that fit these questions.. coz alot of SFK's lyrics are so obscure in meaning, and they rarely talk about love. Anyway.. ready? Ok! :)


1. Are you male or female?

She was tracing out lines in the air
to make it perfectly clear
he was swimming with some beautiful sharks entertaining
the man behind the bar
- Beautiful Sharks

2. Describe yourself

I was hanging upside down from the overpass
waiting to discover something about the world
I couldn't get with the program and I couldn't listen to them
it was like trying to think in reverse
- Monsters

3. How do they feel about you?

They are talking to me and I am nowhere to be found
there's somewhere else I had to be
call it necessity, mutiny, entropy
they think I'm down
they tell me I should brighten up
but that's just 'cause they don't know an explosion when they see one
- Twenty Years

4. How do you feel about yourself?

I picture myself like a column of smoke
and when questioned i see myself riding around forever on a manmade horse
- Manmade Horse

5. Describe your object of affection?

Sustain, loss and gain
but you don't realise that you're beautiful when you smile
- Sleep is worth the wait

6. What would you rather be doing?

Just a simple change of scenery
from 360 degrees
maybe it's all we need
- The Last Minute

7. Describe where you live

This town makes my mind slow down
lines in my face like highways now
chasing breezes, kicking boulders
and all of the while just getting older
- Happy Endings

8. Describe how you love

So I keep watch
and you keep breaking
breaking formation to become
someone else
and your eyes become corridors
where I wander with a candle
calling out to you
and you only hide
because you know i'll find you
- You Only Hide

9. Share a few words of wisdom:

Infinity
is a reality
- White

Off to bed now.. its 11:50pm already.. and I neeed sleeeep. G'nite! :)

Current listening :: A Walk To Remember soundtrack

No Fudge here!

Ok, I've had like 5 or 6 search hits in the past week or so for Fudge Paintbox Rock Star Hair Colour. I guess its coz my site is listed at number 2 for this search (what the?!). Anyway, all you people looking to colour your hair, I've used Fudge and its great stuff.. but you won't find any here, ok?! :)

I've also had a number of search hits for kids thongs.. more specifically, Abercrombie & Fitch ones. You are *definitely not* gonna find any of those here, as I am absolutely against the production of these.

Some other interesting search hits I've had recently are cute guy pics, penis pics kids (that is one sick pedophile).. and I was listed as number 2 for "straightening iron" sydney.. hm.. righto.

Current listening :: A Walk To Remember soundtrack

A walk to remember.. again!

I'm gonna be seeing "A Walk To Remember" again tonight! Yay! :) This time I'm dragging a whole bunch of friends to go see it with me.. hopefully I won't be bawling my eyes out quite as much this time.

Work is soooo boring at the moment. For a number of reasons, I don't feel like working at all today. Hm.. maybe I'll just go get some ice-cream.. and then go to the gym and use the spa/sauna.

Current listening :: "A Walk To Remember" soundtrack

Foolish

Not much to write today. I bought some CD's recently at Fish coz of the 25% off sale. I bought the "A Walk To Remember" soundtrack yesterday which is pretty good, and also the Ashanti "Foolish" single today for $3.70 - I like the lyrics of the song.

Last night I saw the anime "Metropolis". It was interesting.. in the typical fashion of an anime. It was made by the same ppl who made Akira.. but was less violent, which was good. I liked the music in it.. it was all jazzy.. even when things were blowing up. And Fifi was really cute.

I'm hungry.. I think I'll have my lunch now.

Current listening :: "Foolish" - Ashanti