The Post-Mortem
Post-mortem. That sounds like such a funny word when you say it over a coupla times.. esp the "mortem" bit. Mortem mortem mortem. Anyway...
Thankyou to those who wished me goodluck for the concert last night. I was actually quite amazed to log on this morning and discover my first 2 comments from other people in this blog. The concert went alright. The song we played was called "Sightseeing" by the Yellowjackets, a rather difficult piece in 6/4 12/8 time. I could have played better, but hey, I'm no pro. It was quite difficult to perform there, having not practiced together beforehand, we didn't exactly play to the best of our abilities. It was also hard to hear each other because we were all spread so far apart (compared to the little room we had our class in).. and the acoustics of the hall, while great for a chamber orchestra or choir, weren't the best for a jazz fusion band. The sound was quite muddy and I really found it hard to feel the rhythm, partially coz our drummer had a bit of a shaky start, and also coz I couldn't even hear the drummer and bass player very well. I think we were all a bit disoriented in that room.
Then there's my improv solo.. I wasn't very satisfied with it.. but I guess it ended up half-decent, considering I only played about 3/4 of it!! :( See, it started alright.. and though I couldn't really hear the rhythm very well, I kept playing the best I could. I was supposed to play through my section 4 times.. but got a bit lost and stopped after 3 times.. (partially coz I was confused with what my teacher was doing on the keyboard - he suddenly changed from synth strings to electric piano and it sounded like he'd gone into the next section). So I looked over at my teacher and he nodded for me to continue, and I managed to finish off the last 4 bars half-decently, thinking "hrmmmmm.. I can do so much better than that". Anyway, I got an applause after my solo, which I have never recieved before (coz I've never done this before!), so that was something new.
Ah well.. Vron and Andrew said I did great. Which of course they're spose to say coz they're my friends. Hehe :) (Thankyou guys for coming and providing moral support anyway!) But I still have a very unsatisfied feeling with my performance.. ah well.. guess I'll get over it. I've never really performed a solo before, so maybe thats what its always like?